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My Chemical Heart
                                                 by: Jonathan Marsolais
I've fought so often
Trying to push everyone away
But no one listens to me
They all ignore what I have to say

I take some pills
To flush the anger out
To take and rob me of sadness
To make me whole
With my chemical heart

Me and others fight constantly
We keep each other away
I wanna leave this prison
But I don't know how

I take some pills
To flush the anger out
To get rid of sadness
To hypnotize me
With my chemical heart

I pass out when I fight too much
I feel so angry when no one does anything to help

So leave me be
So that my chemical heart
May let me die
Though I have never taken drugs, I have seen what it does to people. And though many say it wrecks their life, some live with it and are happy with that. Though I share similar feelings to the poem, I miss the drug use part.
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erziban Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2010
Ouch, Jonathan! Sometimes your writing makes me want to grab you and give you a big old Mama hug!
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EngelSeele Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2010  Hobbyist Writer
why thank you!! for that and the fave
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erziban Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2010
Sending a mama hug your way...:)
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EngelSeele Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2010  Hobbyist Writer
mwaha!!
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erziban Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2010
:) I am sick, young man, lower the decibel level on that mwaha!
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EngelSeele Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2010  Hobbyist Writer
okay then. shoo sickness, shoo!!!
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erziban Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2010
Got a sore throat, an earache, and feel like hell run through a meat grinder....am I whiny enough yet? :)
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EngelSeele Featured By Owner Nov 2, 2010  Hobbyist Writer
shoo, sickness, shoo!!!
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YourForgiveness Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2010
So very familiar... over and over again. I really feel it.

Especially:

"Trying to push everyone away
But no one listens to me
They all ignore what I have to say"
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EngelSeele Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2010  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you. I try to write these out of my heart, which isn't always easy. the two hardest poems I had to write were 'Purple' and 'Hemophiliac'

and thank you for the double fave by the way. very much appreciated
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